Tuesday, February 07, 2006

just a little

Clearly, clearly I remember
Nervous if ever confronted
And questioning myself

Perhaps, perhaps if I got better
Perhaps if I challenged myself
Perhaps if I was

Just a little bit stronger
Just a little bit wiser
Just a little less needy

Maria Mena

6 comments:

db said...

hold up - WHAT? you're "in a relationship"? things still catch me by surprise now, and that shouldn't be one of them, because i'm so used to people saying either "i'm engaged!" or "i'm pregnant!"

let's have a date on saturday. in cute black dresses, or something of the sort.

Nikki said...

mmm... i'm assuming this is via myspace?

here's the deal, yo... after talking for a couple of hours while on our date, kevin and i decided to give dating a go. lots of people have asked me if that means we are dating, or if we are boyfriend and girlfriend. i understand the distinction they're trying to make, but to me, it doesn't really matter what you want to call it. we've been good friends for some time, and now we're getting to see where things go in a different context, if that makes sense. "relationship" or "boyfriend" both sound super serious, but it's been 3 days, it's not terribly serious--but it's something we both take seriously, i think. sooooo i hope that makes sense. i'm extremely tired and don't know how to continue explaining.

i would love to be your date saturday. 3pm. black dresses. what's yours like? ummmm i still have to talk to the parents and stuff, but i'm working on making it happen.

Nikki said...

Jessica! Hi! I'm really excited right now... I mean, that I'm now coming to the wedding and will actually get to see you are both part of the reason, but it's just really good to 'hear' from you. Really, really good. I'm looking forward to this weekend a lot.

lovelovelovelove

db said...

good explanation. yes, myspace. it is the devil.

black dress. halter top. knee length. kind of mesh-like overlay. i don't know how else to explain it. but it's not as pretty as the black dress i saw in your dorm room.

when are you coming home?

Nikki said...

i'm leavin here 3pm friday, doing dinner at my house, then maybe hanging out at nicole m's house friday night. ummmmm i still haven't gotten ahold of my parents, but. i will. dang it.

halter top, black... okay, we'll just be twins. i'll wear my black halter top too... cassandra, is black okay with you? also, it's looking like i won't be able to go to the reception, is that okay with everyone? (doni & cassandra)... i dread offending anyone, it's just a complicated day in which i have lots of prior obligations.

okay. bed time.

Nikki said...

thanks dear, can't wait to see you!