Thursday, August 20, 2009

midnight musings

So, I kind of feel like crap right now. I talked to an old friend tonight about the poor decisions I made in my friendship with a mutual friend... and it was really hard.

Did I take the best course of action? Probably not. Taking action years ago would've been a good start.

Did I sin? Yes, and I know that, and I think she knows that I know it... but it was suggested that maybe I've come off as thinking that I know better and more importantly that I think I'm perfect. False. I don't. I think I specifically wrote a letter confessing my sin and apologizing for it.

Funny how people will still hear what they expect to hear.

I will always fail, but He who intercedes for me with groanings too deep for words - He can speak more clearly than ever I could.

Speak now, O Spirit; please speak.

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