I'm lonely. And scared.
I'm scared of being lonely. And I'm scared of what being not alone entails. I'm scared for all of them because I know that within togetherness, there is also much loneliness. I'm scared to ever be one of them. And I'm scared to never be one of them.
It's not like I have to decide right now - not like the choice is mine - not that I'm in some kind of position where there is anything to decide, or to choose. All there is right now is to continue on. It's just that sometimes I don't know how to even do that.
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It never hurts to sing...
"And though I feel alone, I am never alone.... You are with me. You are with me, oh my Lord. ...In the night time when I'm on my bed, I will let every thought be of you, for you are good.... In the morning as I face the day, I will let every thought be of you, for you are good. You take all those who will come to you..."
(from Enter the Worship Circle (1)).
Praying for you. I'm sorry it's hard. Much love.
thanks for hanging out with me on friday, drinking a beer with me, praying for me, talking. i've missed you so much. you're amazing and i love you. i hope you have fun camping.
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