I've been wonderfully out of touch with the world of blogs and xangas for the past few days. I didn't miss it at all. Sorry to anybody who's posted important stuff that I haven't read. Of course I have no idea if anyone did, or if you've all deleted your respective blogs.
Anyway. All this to say that I've been studying and living. Kevin and I are probably going to date again, but for now it's "complicated" on facebook - and I'm self-conscious of how childish that game is - which translates into not dating, but moving towards it cautiously. I'm scared out of my mind, but I'm not afraid. It's a strange distinction to make, but my nerves about it are not representative of a true fear. My only 'fear' is rooted in the possibility that I'm disobeying God; my reassurance founded in His promise to be faithful even if I am. That's the unknowable goodness of Jesus Christ, there.
So, I'm excited about that. It's really a joy to have a best friend - whom I thought was lost from friendship - back, especially considering that friendship will likely be more at the end of this semester. It's fun to hang out and talk again. But at the same time, I can't afford to be distracted when I'm so close to pulling off a fairly successful academic semester, and I definitely don't want to be impulsive about the whole thing. So that's some of my explanation for what's going on.
Back to my best friend for then next four days: my cognitive psychology textbook. :)
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